:: OBSESSED ::

yeahhhh obsessed!! I really love Mariah Carey since I was at the young age..pretty young that moment back in 1995? One of her latest single keep on spinning in my head..maybe dah lame kot tapi aku baru dengar so it's new for me!! heeeeeeee

Enjoy the song!!

Ok let me spill what I feel right now!! WHY YOU SO OBSESSED (in a nice word) WITH ME??? how could you obsessed with ur own FRIEND??? crappy isn't it?? *damn* You can't treat me as your regular friend because you still into me.. I know you so well baby. Enough with all the denial and FYI, I dun need any explanation. NO seriously..Come on la..You choose to move on without me remember??? WITHOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!! So what the hell are you doing right now looking back for me?? You think I'm such a slut? No way jerk!!!!!!!! ahahhaaaaaaa...But I can't simply kick a friend from my life since I have my own principal on friendship.. I admit whom ever done bad things to me, it's pretty hard for me to hate you..I lost my hard feelings..Nape la susah sangat aku nak benci those people who treated me soooooo bad..really bad ok!! They act innocent in front of me..BS..Oh God..!! Sorry la I ter emo lak hah.. biasela first day period.. Red Flag *waves*

:: Leisure Weekend ::

Isn't this look soooooooooooooooo DELICIOUS????? Yes it is!! I had a lunch date with my partner in crime; who else Senora Maz *yikes* It's been soooooooooooo longggg LONGGGGGG time didn't get a chance to meet up due to both party commitment even though I get back to Melaka every weekend *sighness* So we planned to have japanese food for luncheon on Sunday ( 1 Nov 2009) We went to Sibaraku @ Mahkota Parade (Next to Kenny Rogers ) The package is RM28.oo per pax and you can eat anything. Supper supper yummie!!! Both of us really starving so we gonna eat like cookies-monsters-eating-his-cookies *lol* The dishes on plate are buffet served..Sorry guys I couldn't remember each single name..Main rembat je sebab lapar! ahhhh sedapnyer...Rase cam nak pegi lagi je weekend nih..Jom Yanti!! Sibaraku lagi!! *devil eyes*


Here we go for the main course..the chief prepare the dishes by request so we wanted to try all the menu hahhahaaaaaaaa... Told ya we are straving okeh!! Start with the chicken grill oh my gucci!! ( ups ter influenced dialog Fazura dalam Pisau Cukur/ Glod Digger ) Sangat sedap okehhhhh...Also the salmon the butter prawns arr what else..arrr yanti's fav sotong sambal...Sorry guys xsempat nak snap byk2 gambar makanan sebab dah kate tadi kebulurkan..nyum2.. Eina..rugi you x join our luncheon!! Arina called and she said she's coming afterwards for our next occasion hahhaa..Meanwhile we still eating and gossiping bitching here and there.. We didnt manage to get their sushi and dessert sebabnya overloaded. Kenyang wei!!!!!!




**maseh teringat kelazatan chicken grill Sibaraku

:: Wedding Farihah ::

Last weekend, was Farihah and Ajoy's big day. At the first place I coundn't make it since I'm working on Saturday so pretty hate to rushing up so I told them I think I couldn't make on Saturday and her hubby did invite me to the reception on his side. Luckily, I asked permission to my boss for ealier dismis and he said YES!! **whoot** Nasib dah siap pakai baju kurung siap-siap. My officemates keep wondering what the hell she's wearing baju kurung to the office on SATURDAY?? *lol* "kenduri la woi"

So, I left the office about 12noon heading to Melaka. The trafic was good, no jammed at all along the Pasir Gudang Highway plus the weather also good. It just my day been lucky on that day. No massive jammed No hot weather..Alhamdulilah..It's my brightside!! But eventhough I manage to dismised ealier but still couldn't make it for the bersanding. Yantie texted me 'Leha tengah bersanding. Lawa Yam mekap die' *sigh* FYI, Yam is my schoolmate back in high school and now she's a partime makeup artist. She's also Yantie's official make up artist on her big day! Highly recomended girls!! At the same time Wanfar aka katak also heading to Melaka from KL with Dina. So we planned to meet up at the wedding. About 245pm I reached there. So above picture not their reception outfit but their outdoor shoot outfit. I just like her outfit esp the bottom white kain and and his hubby's suit. *thumbs-up*

Here is her pelamin, so nice in gold theme. Sorry I don't have my picture with the newlywed couple since as I remember i only have 1 snap and it's from Reza's shooter.

:: New Tiny-Winy Crib ::

Yes, I moved to new place..previously I stayed at my aunt's place nearby my office but my new crib kinda very near to my office. I can reach to my office less than 3minutes on wheel la..by walking distance approximately 5 minutes if a dog chasing after me!! hahhahaa...Its been almost 3weeks at my new place..how's time flies.. I'm still adapting the new environment but for me it's ok to be alone but when loneliness just came by to say hi and it's really killing me!

New place :-

• no tv means no astro = BORING~~
• no lappy means no internet = BORING~~
• no stereo/mp3 = BORING~~

Yeah..I got notting at my new place..so to overcome my boredom I bring all my story books collection..Something that I can chill in the room while munching the junkie *damn*

Above picture are my stuff..I don't have lotsa stuff just baju-baju and toiletries je. It just a quickie packing.gheeezz..FYI I hate packing even currently I travel every weekend. Three begs fulled of baju-baju, the brown ones is my toiletries stuff, 1beg fulled of shawls and one beg full of hangers..hahhahaa..because I hate folding the clothes..But ever since I moved into the new place, I do lipat all my baju properly.. Mom must be proud of me coz I can manage well my wardrobe *claps*



OHHH the picha above was my FAIL MISSION!! *yikes* Mr Really-Heavy-Bosch didnt helped me out for the unsuccesful wall drilling. *benci* Dah la takder tangga so I have to panjat on a plastic stool and start drilling. It's pretty heavy okeh. I wanted to set the window railing for the curtain and as the result I just hook the chains to the window's grill. hahhahaha..As you can see at the lower picha..The end result of the failure mission. hahhahahhaaa..Nampak tak a small dot on the upper left..Yeah that's the hole that I been drilling for a couple of hours.. It's about 1.5cm je kot..mampos nak drill lagi..hahhahaa..The curtains bought from Jusco..not really my choice but I need something thick material so i just grab this one. Ok la kan..


So, moving to new place really make me feel like growing up..new place, strangers, completely different from your comfort zone. So I just get through all this. The Lone Ranger!! It's good for my own sake so get a life for living to the fullest babe! It just me and my small world of my own. Trying to figure out the reality of life. Wish me luck!

:: My Autobiography ::

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
:: Jonker Street, Melaka

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
:: Baju kurung since im heading to a wedding afterwards..hopefully i manage to reach there on time Farihah!!

3. What is your current problem?
:: loneliness

4. What makes you happy most?
:: surrounded with people you heart and happier when they heart u too!!

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
:: Spanish song by Chistina Aguilera

6. Any celeb you would marry?
:: Aqasha Rosli *wink2*

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
:: Suriayani Samsuddin ( my exroomie back in Matriculation KMPP) Pak Manap ( My Class representative back in matric too F3P3 KMPP 02/03 )

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
:: Yupsie..Lead Singer at English Camp back in uni and backup singer for The Naieve on Battle of The Band KUTKM(currently known as UTeM) Convo Fiest 2006

9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
:: ihicks..yes!! Tinie 3R kui3

10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows?
:: YES!!!!!!!! esp barbies movie..the animation are damn good!!!

11. Do you speak any languages?
:: Malay, English and Body Language *wink*

12.Do you ever watch MTV?
:: Used to but sadly currently I dun have those MTV Chanel at my new crib so just watch on youtube *sobs*

Chapter 1:
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1. Middle name:
:: Asyikin

2. Nickname(s) (for friends):
:: Ikien
:: Nurul
:: Kin
:: Kikin ( some of my gedik gfs lately like to call me this way..ciesss)
:: Nikki *bluerks*


3. Current location:
:: Office

4. Eye color:
:: Brown


Chapter 2:
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Do you get along well with your parents?
:: Yupsie


Chapter 3: Favorites
==========================

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1. Ice creams
:: Mint Chocolate Chip

2. Shampoo/conditioner:
::Loreal Elseve


Chapter 4: Do You...
===========================

1. Dance in the shower?
:: Sometimes when I take my sweet time in the shower

2. Do you write on your hand?
:: School time

3. Call people back?
:: If it important I'll return their calls

4. Believe in love?
:: Ya

5. Any mental health issues?
:: Hopefully no theeeeee

Chapter 5: Have You..
.=============================

1. Broken a bone?
:: Nope

2. Sprained anything?
:: Nope

3. Had physical therapy?
:: Nope

4. Gotten stitches?
:: Nope

5. Taken painkillers?
:: Yes

HOW I END MY SENTENCES
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1. I love: beaches

2. I don't understand: Why is hard for me to hate people who did something bad to me??

3. When I wake up in the morning : take a glance what time is it :P

4. Life is full of: drama

5. I get annoyed very quickly when: people are pretending! Hypocrite!!!

6. Parties are : fun!

7. Dogs are: smart

8. Cats are: adorable

9. Tomorrow is: mystical

10. I have a low tolerance for: drivers who didnt really use their indicator signal!! DAMN YOU

11. If I had a million dollars I would: Make it USD1mil plz hahhahaa

12. I'm totally terrified of : being apart..thorn apart..and losing the vvip in your life. May God bless you.


ps: korang yang bace nih buat la..heeeeeeeheeee esp yantie, ell , madie, munie, mira, lynn , raisya , wanfar dan lain2..nanti i check back on ur blogs..theeeeee

:: SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR BUSY ::

• fulled schedule on passed weekend
• 925 on weekdays just like bee ( BUSY)
• my bos didnt approved my leave
• have to cancel my backpacking trip **BIG SIGH**
• looking forward for weekend gateway
• i missed mom **REALLY BIG SIGH**
• i missed to hangout with my girls back in melaka
• how i miss jonker
  
• im moving to new 'crib' end of the month
• need to do some shopping
• currently i feel peaceful in me
• BUT the work load is my current nightmare! *DEM*

Happy birthday mom!!

:: Pouring Rain ::

Sent someone to love you..i need to rest in arms..keep me safe from harm...in pouring rain... heee each time it's raining this line will always pop in my mind.. because it feel comfort..really suit the situation while listening to that song...Again, its raining on Saturday morning..maybe God know what I feel right now..I wish I can stand outside in the heavy rain so that no one sees me crying.. **sigh** Kinda busy on Saturday morning at the office..Luckily this busy like a bee distracted me from the mess that keep on come across in my mind..Every second not to mention..Yes.. I'm tourchering myself..My girls said enuff is enuff..Get a life babe!! Yes Yes YESSSSSSSSS...!!!!!!!! I'm moving forward. Not to mention I'm going back to Melaka afterwards.. yipieeeee... Some of my friends canceled their plan to come down to Melaka but..it's ok guys.. Maybe I should learn to spend my own sweet time with ME! Quite frustrated but nahhh I'm ok.. no worries.. It just me.. You know.. I hate when people breaking their promises..But I'm learning not to feel the frustration.. Another reason I'm going back to MElaka this weekend because I'm goin to attend one of my longggggggggggggggggggg cyber friend. We known each other in 2002 or 2003.. I couldnt remember exactly when.. Finally Zila goin to tie her knot with her loved ones. Im happy for you darling.. Hopefully I tak sesat esok!! map!! *checked*

Mom called this morning to confirm whether I jadi balik ke tak..Of course la jadik..!!! She said mak long and family are coming for luncheon..Ohh i missed mom's cooking!! This evening got open house..One of mom's friend..InsyaAllah if I manage to get home in time I'm in bebeh!!! Tonight also got makan-makan at mom's staff..Cant wait to meet the rest esp my akak vogue!!! Gossip girl eh kak..We'll snap2 sampai lebam..uhhh To tell you the truth.. im not sooooooooooooooo enjoying this year raya celebration. The main reason..I lost my beloved grandpa just acouple of days before the fasting month **tokba, I really missed you dearly..I still crying when I dreamt bout you- Al-FAtihah** Second reason, I stopped beraya on the 3rd day of raya since I had really high fever. Yes people claim it as DEMAM RAYA!!! As the result, I still got a pair of baju raya yang maseh belom di pakai!!!!!!!!!!!! Kesian kannnnnnnnn....

Ohhhhhhh...the clock is ticking fast today and I'm loving it!!!!!! And the sun rises.. I miss the sunshine..Hope the journey would be fun!!!!


Enjoy this song by Des'ree - Life

Life lyrics by Des'ree

Album: Non album tracks

- Life
Ooh yeah
Oh yeah
Oh life
Oh life


I'm afraid of the dark
Especially when I'm in the park
When there's no one else around
Oh I get the shivers
I don't wanna see a ghost
It's the sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast
Watch the evening news


Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life


I'm a superstitious girl
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders
I keep a rabbits' tail
I'll take you up on a dare
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I'll be there
Bungee jumping, I don't care


Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life


So after all's said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun
If you really want to
Sometimes living out your dreams
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world
In a beautiful balloon


Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life


Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Life, oh life
Oh life, oh life
Oh life, oh life